karma vs. drama..

hahaha, i apologize to everyone i insulted in my pre-blogging days!

i remember how i used to rant and rant about all the ways blogging is superficial, egocentric, bimbolic and you guys know what else.

after which i fell for the charm of blogging and made myself a blog. no one made it too difficult for me (meaning there were less "i toldja so"s and scoldings and such then i expected, surprising, especially since i was all defensive and shit).

the reason we're on this topic? a close friend, previously featured in here, was really vocal against me blogging. she even refused to be told the address for it. whenever another friend who reads my blog talked about some random stuff i put up, she'd clam up. it was the sort of speaking silence that annoys me to death, even though i knew she was trying to avoid conflict by keeping her opinions to herself. that kind of "i don't know la, let's not talk about it la" attitude grates on my nerves, because unless you are amazing at maintaining a mask for appearance's sake, it fucking shows. affected casualness is an oxymoron for extremely obvious reasons.

now, seeing as most of my friends tried not to judge me, i should restrain my ire and my "toldja so"s. and that's what i'd do too, even though she flaunts her bloggeringness as if she doesn't remember ever judging me. it's all so very karma vs. drama.

hahha, as annoyed as i am, i'm really equal parts amused at my aggravation. it all comes full circle, doesn't it?

well on to more cheerful topics. i hung out a lot with my holiday best friend, scheming to stay out of our homes on scholarly pretences like "projects", having rockin' good times, and amusing ourselves and any passerbys with our crazy antics. i should remember to take pics next time.

oh, and a note i left behind yesterday for my mom was hilariously desecrated by my siblings. here it is, for your amusement!

i'm pretty sure you can guess which is my lil' brother (blue) and my sister (black). they're cuter then i'd admit to on a typical day, my little rascals :)

i was surfing some shopping sites the other day, and came across this skirt.

can't remember which website to cite. anyway, i'm so sure i could easily sew this, with just a little figuring out. jeans are tooo uncomfy in our hot weather. but i don't have the boring sort of fabric for a skirt :( would you buy dull grey/brown/black fabric, when the superduper cute purple mouse and cheese print is screaming out to you? hahaha, thought not.

well, if you see me next with that skirt on, I MADE IT!!!!