i wear this crown of thorns, upon my liar's chair.

Superman returns trailer

Superman Returns Trailer

i won free tix to the SUPERMAN RETURNS PREVIEW!
its on tuesday evening, so i'm rushing down after school with fananabananachiwawa (sorry, don't know what hit me) and i can hardly wait. though i'm not a fan, i'm typically broke as hell (read on to be unsurprised why), and free is fun!

hello, i'm pretty pixie girl off the net.

what say you i cut my hair like that? sick of current do, too much fuss and suddenly its a trend. the aeon flux-like do, not the messylazy in between haircuts do. i had it before the movie but most think its vice versa.


lost half my music collection when shuffling music around to create the 15% of empty space needed for the hard drive to defrag. that means artists "B" through to "M" is gone.

GONE!

micheal jackson, mozella, bon jovi, beatles, elvis's special laughing lonesome tonight track, cat stevens, danny elfman, electrio, concrete blond, fall out boy, black maria, jack's manniquin, gabrielle, eagles(omg! hotel california! nooooooo!), guns n roses, lynyrd skynyrd, bangles, johnny cash, cranberries, the darkness, ciara, keane, the killers, martine mccutcheon & mccbride and etc and etc and sundry not properly named tracks. it's a huge blow i tell you.

hello, i'm johnny cash. goodbye, laptop.

plus it was all in vain, since i was under the impression that defrag-ing your computer would compress the files and get rid of the loose ends, and creating more space. didn't happen.

fuck that.

spent too much on online shopping. not good. went to the crazzyyy MNG sale, after leaving empty-handed and feeling full of virtue and self control the first time, went back the next day like an addict breaking through the dam of cold turkey.

spent even more. really not good.

in consolation, i'm gonna look good broke. at least after the stuff arrives in singapore.

school starts in two days. i'm not done bumming around!!

on hindsight, this was a pretty bimbolic, girlygirl entry. *GASP!*

please, please, please send music to me...

karma vs. drama..

hahaha, i apologize to everyone i insulted in my pre-blogging days!

i remember how i used to rant and rant about all the ways blogging is superficial, egocentric, bimbolic and you guys know what else.

after which i fell for the charm of blogging and made myself a blog. no one made it too difficult for me (meaning there were less "i toldja so"s and scoldings and such then i expected, surprising, especially since i was all defensive and shit).

the reason we're on this topic? a close friend, previously featured in here, was really vocal against me blogging. she even refused to be told the address for it. whenever another friend who reads my blog talked about some random stuff i put up, she'd clam up. it was the sort of speaking silence that annoys me to death, even though i knew she was trying to avoid conflict by keeping her opinions to herself. that kind of "i don't know la, let's not talk about it la" attitude grates on my nerves, because unless you are amazing at maintaining a mask for appearance's sake, it fucking shows. affected casualness is an oxymoron for extremely obvious reasons.

now, seeing as most of my friends tried not to judge me, i should restrain my ire and my "toldja so"s. and that's what i'd do too, even though she flaunts her bloggeringness as if she doesn't remember ever judging me. it's all so very karma vs. drama.

hahha, as annoyed as i am, i'm really equal parts amused at my aggravation. it all comes full circle, doesn't it?

well on to more cheerful topics. i hung out a lot with my holiday best friend, scheming to stay out of our homes on scholarly pretences like "projects", having rockin' good times, and amusing ourselves and any passerbys with our crazy antics. i should remember to take pics next time.

oh, and a note i left behind yesterday for my mom was hilariously desecrated by my siblings. here it is, for your amusement!

i'm pretty sure you can guess which is my lil' brother (blue) and my sister (black). they're cuter then i'd admit to on a typical day, my little rascals :)

i was surfing some shopping sites the other day, and came across this skirt.

can't remember which website to cite. anyway, i'm so sure i could easily sew this, with just a little figuring out. jeans are tooo uncomfy in our hot weather. but i don't have the boring sort of fabric for a skirt :( would you buy dull grey/brown/black fabric, when the superduper cute purple mouse and cheese print is screaming out to you? hahaha, thought not.

well, if you see me next with that skirt on, I MADE IT!!!!

All my black t-shirts were dirty.

it is still very disconcerting to be told in all casualness that I don't like so-and-so. it would not be only the dozenth time i was mislabeled, or rumoured to detest an aquaintance for whom i claim a faint affection towards. how much neater my life would be, if so-and-so were to pluck up the courage and confront me with the rumour, so that i can tell you straight up my undiluted opinions of idle, harmful gossips and what i wish they'd do with a pack of hungry rats and a customised cage around their fucking privates.

oh yeah. mm hmm. that does make me feel better.